Gone

I said goodbye yesterday, to the boys and Diana till next Sunday. I tried to talk to the boys about the trip and missing them, they got a little nervous that I wasn't going along.

I said goodbye to my old job yesterday too. You would think I would feel empty and lost today, but I feel a crush of all the things I put off in raising my boys, trying to be there for Diana.

They are taking the train from NYC to Florida, which is worrying. I hope they survived the night on the train, hope they arrive not too frazzled. In my impotence to help out I worry.